As the photo nerd I am...

I were walking back home from training today in the beautiful, but rather cold weather, and found the most wonderful red leaf on the way, and of course I had to take some pictures. I really love my camera, and I have to figure out all the settings, because so far I have adapted the pictures after how it looks like, using auto on everything, and do the best of it. But it has worked quite well so far anyway.
This one on the left is one of the original pictures that I took.


And these two following are the photoshopped versions I made. Not much change but a bit, just for the effect! I really love the red colour coming to its right in the picture on the grey background! Just so lovely!

This was the colour I wanted on my desk! That is just so unfair that it is about painted when I find a good sample of the colour I like! Red+Black=<3
So unfair!
Now I just need to find a nice red or purple colour for my armchair, which I will put new padding into first though. It's not to comfy at it is at the moment.



And that state of my hand yesterday was just horrible. I had paint about everywhere, it looked like I hade punched someone very, very hard... Many times. But I think the red desk will look great with my black furniture, even though I had been wishing for a darker colour.

Well, I wont complain to much about it, at least I got a desk! That's a starts, now I just need to buy a proper chair and my back pains will go away (I hope).

Well, it's time to start with some reasonable things instead, as tomorrow will be hectic, got to get up early and go buy a new can of paint, and hope I will finnish the desk before I get my new tv-bench!
Wish me luck!

No reading, only renovating!

Well, so far the reading I was supposed to do today, has not been done!
The weather is so nice I had to take a walk so I have been outside 3 times so far and now I'm on my way to the gym to do some swimming. Nice!

Got my desk today too, so now it's time to polish and paint it so that I can fit my new TV-bench and chest of drawers on friday! That will be awesome! Dark red and black furniture, so nice!

Got hold of a book on German and Latin grammar today, oh my, me who has such difficulties with spare time AND languages, how will this go!

Well, I think I have to finish this here today actually as I have to go to the gym before someones is coming over to help me with a few shelves that needs to be moved!

Update and pictures before and after will come tomorrow! :)

Bye!

Home again

Well, then, home again from Gothenburg.
I must say, ut just gets harder and harder to say good bye to the Mr everytime he or I have to go home. That sucks!

So this was my weekend. On Friday I went down to Gothenburg, quite late in the evening, around 22, as the train was more than 30 minutes late. So I went over to my granpas cousin where I watched an episode of the new season of Wire in the Blood, which has became really bad compared to the first seasons I must say, and then staright to bed.
Saturday: Woho! Up early to go met the wonderful one at the bus station! Went back so he could eat something and then we went to do some window (and regular) shopping. Bought a Gaiman book; Interwolds.
In the evening we went to see Micmacs!
Quite an awesome film!

Micmacs
Bazil dad dies when he is very young and he gets sent away to a boarding school when his mother can't take care of him. He runs away, but his life up till adulthood seems quite alright, until he got shot in the head. Then he loses his flat, his job and all his things, so he gets adopted by some people who lives on the junkyard.
When he find the company who makes the mine his dad was trying to disarm, and the company who made the bullet that he got shot with, he and his friends decides it is payback time!

A wonderful film by the amazing Jean-Pierre Jeunet, who is also famous for his films Amélie from Montmartre, Delicatessen and The Long Engagement. The mice-en-scene is recognizable from all other of his films (maybe except Alien:Ressurection...) and the funniest thing is that in parts of the film, he makes commercial for the films! The shot in the film is also shown as a billboard, or the cover of a DVD. The whole idea with some people aveniging the whole weapons industry is so surreal, and without all the things and stuff that exists in the film, it would not have worked, you would not have believed how they could get such things to where they got them, or how they could pull some stunts. The tone of it was fun, but with a dark undertone that people DO get killed in war, and that war is never beautiful. The war Bazil and his friends are fighting with the weapon dealers, are just as bad, just hidden under fun incidents.

A very good movie, and all of Jean-Pierre Jeunets french movies should be seen, they are usually awesome, even though some most probably would see them as a bit odd, and weird but if you like one of them, you will probably like all of them.

Well, furter on with the weekend...
Sunday: Book fair today, walking and walking and walking. Unfortunate, I didn't find any good books, a few films and the Mr bought me my Christmas present, a doctoral dissertation that I had as course literature this summer, which I could have a lot of use for when I do my own Bachelor's degree. Well, not as much fun as last year, but I got some valuable tips on Photoshop, which I will be trying next time I have time to do some photoshopping (most probably on wednesday).

So this weekend I have really only done things and learned thins revolved around things I love, books, film, the Mr, photoshop.
I have to say, life is just great at the moment, I hope they continue like this for a while, and that my oral examination will go alright tomorrow, I really don't feel prepared enough for it at the moment, and a horrible head ache is sneaking up on me! Uh oh!

Well, I'll see you in a day or so as I will have to read quite a lot these following days!

Bye!

My reason

http://www.tam-lin.org/front.html

There are reasons for everything I think, some reasons might be good, some might be not as good as some might be just as fucked up as...

Tam Lin, the reason for so much in my life.

(http://www.tam-lin.org/tamlin1.html ; other versions for those who wants to check both musical and poems)

A scottish ballad, as beautiful as anything. If you listen to any of any of the musical adaptions of it you will be in awe as it will touch your depest.

It's hard to say exactly what it is that makes it so beautiful.

My first encounter with the ballad when I read the book "Tam Lin" by Pamela Dean, which is not an especially great book, it's very american, as the author is paid by how much she writes, not how good it is. But it was the book who made me realize I really want to study English, it was the book who got me to appreciate fantasy-litterature in a different way, it proved that you don't have to write books like The Lord of The Rings to be able to call them fantasy.
The way I can relate to the main character is probably the reason why I like it so much.
Usually when someone says he or she can relate to the main character (or some other character in a book) it's usually when it comes to something "cooler", like how your parents don't understand you or your teachers or friends, how you do not fit into society or something, but this girl, what she worries about is, school, and not her friends and teachers (not so much), but what to study, to study litterature, to study classics..?
And that is how my life has been the past year...
What to study? What to research? Do I want to be a double profferssor? Do I want to study more film science or English? Do I want to study in the US? When am I going to Ireland?
All those questions just floating around and everyone around me says to stop bothering, but, that's hard. I'm used to always know what will happen, what year I will be studying what, syllabus that are exact for years to follow, and now... I have to make this all by my self, to decide, what do I think is the funniest thing to study? Where to study? Do I wanna move away? How will I be able to cope being so far away from family? Will I be able to sort my finances...
Just more and more questions, and those questions can't be answerd till I am there, till I have taken the decision that takes me there.

Well, maybe sometimes just a book, or a song, or something else who touches you are what will show you the way, no matter how stupid it looks to everyone else, if it matters to you, then it has to be important.

See you again on Monday, book fair this weekend, and I hope all of you will make a great decision this weekend! :)

Scrapping day, Writing day, Aikido day...?

Well, as I said, I was gonna give this scrapping thing a shot, and it is really fun to be honest, even though I still prefer to paint and write more as I always seem to get glue everywhere except where it's supposed to be, but I will buy a glue gun soon and se if it works better.
Well, after my outstanding present the other day, I decided that as a think you I had to do her a few cards.
So I made har a thank you card, and then a package with three cards that she can send to friends or family. Also I am making small containers for my sushi chop sticks so that they don't have to take up space in my kitchen drawers.

Even though I at the moment are more looking forward to the weekend, on Friday it's time to hoist sails towards Gothenburg, and spend the Saturday together with the wonderful one, and then on Sunday, it will be walking, walking, walking and even more walking at the book fair.
Think the weekend will be rather great, will try and find some good books too, but I'm afraid all my money will be gone as soon as I find a good scrapping or film store.
Oh the torture of having hobbies and interests!
People should like to do nothing instead, then they would have more money, and more time to do nothing at all! That is some good reasoning! This evening I will try and do some excersise again too. Have been a while now and I noticed that this week of the month is not the best to not do any physical. The good thing is, I have at least stared with my English essay, the bad thing is... it was a lot harder than I could ever guess to write! I have sat for a few hours today and I have barelly written 500 words, and some of them are even quotes! Oh my, how am I going to pull this off?
Least I know what I will be reading on the train down to Gothenburg.

But I have to say, Spotify has been my saviour today, I don't know how I could have done this without it, some people really dont know that, even if there is a door or two between the laundry machines, I can hear them when they are screaming, lauging, talking and banging, well, I don't know what, but I'm pretty sure one day something in there will break, hopefully not before tomorrow so that I can have clean clothes in the weekend.
Tomorrow I will be trying and make a design for Halloween cards, and I have also planned on designing Christmas cards that I will do closer to Christmas, but I like the planning bit just as much as I like the actuall scrapping. But I think that the next big project I have to finish now is, well, there is two of them really:

1. Finihshing the painting in the hallway, but first I need to put some spackling paste in holes in the wall (and no, it was not me who put the holes there to start with, and I aslo think my hatrack need a new shade of white, one who fits blue walls more.

2. Finishing my leather coat, well, it's not actually leather, but fake, anyway, I need to finish it before winter time so that I don't have to freeze to death when in Stockholm and Linköping.

Speaking about Linköping, ah, next time I go there, I will definatley bring my camera and see if I can find some nice places to take picture, worst thing is, I have not seen that much so far that are good objects, but I guess that whit some Photoshop editing, even Linköping will look beatiful in the middle of November.

I guess it's time to get back to finnishing the essay now, see you tomorrow again!

Lucky day and hot chocolate recipe!

Walking out the door this morning, it was cold! Absolutley freezing cold!

But that also put a smile on my face, finally, now you can put on scarves, gloves, hats, woolen caps, and lots of others accessories. My two faourite accessories must be two of my scarves, one is a bright red enormous one made out of acrylics and my red and white palestina scarf.

Yesterday I also got the best present for my birthday (except for the Mr coming over for the weekend) and that was a big package of scrapping things! There were everything from stickers, to papers and envelopes, so now there will be scrapping going on!

As soon as I'm finished with a discussion and have written two papers and the ideas for an oral presentation!
But at least I have the idea for some of the work. Well, now, no more school talk, I have a bad habit of doing that all the time I notice.

Been watching Citizen Kane now, and even though the story is not so fun, not really boring either, but for sure not catchy, the footage and the way they use the camera is brilliant, at least when you think of the fact it's made in 40's. I probably won't watch the film again though.

The story is simple (and I think I have seen modern films with this story too), it is the poor boy who is sent off to live with some rich man, and get brought up that way. Mr Kane becomes the number one chief executor on many of the famous news papers, but of course the most sold amount of papers in a day, is the one when he dies. He marries two famous women, and the whole idea with the film is that a group of movie makers is going to find out WHO Mr Kane really was, what did his last words "Rose Bud" mean? Whom was Charlie Kane deep inside? And the film plainly said, just his life story told by his old friends and family. A cute film, but with a tone of seriuosness and a dark side, how power makes people go crazy, think they can do anything, to anyone.

Also I met a friend today a quicky that I haven't seen in a while to get her some books I borrowed long ago! But then all I could think of was home, sleep, and football tonight. Haven't sleept so well this night
So after a hectic day at University, and no training as I don't want to pull my muscles again there will be a nice relaxing evening, with a book and big cup of hot chocolate and looking forward for the book fair in Gothenburg this weekend.

How to make your own delicious hot choclate that will make you soft in the edges. Both litterally and metaphorically.
This will be about 2-3 dl of hot chocolate (2 cups)
Ingredients:
1½ dl of milk
20-30 grams of dark chocolate
½ table spoon of cacao
2-3 dl of cream (some of it will get whipped)
Warm up 1½ dl of milk with some dark chocolate (the more you use, the thicker it gets, but just a few pieces is enough) and mix in half a spoon of cacao and half a dl of cream. The rest of the cream is preferably whipped and put in the cup just before drinking it. Alternativley you can make 1 dl of strong coffee, heat the milk and add the coffee and chocolate (if you like, add some grated almonds). Add the cream and put whipped cream in it when served. This will probably be 3 cups instead of two as you add the coffee, not switch it for something.

It makes any evening better than the day was. Also had the time to take some photos (as you see in the blogpost) edit them in Photoshop and put them here, will be sat fixing up the picasa web album in a bit too, but now, shower and 1408! See you tomorrow!

The Election and stuff thats's actually fun!

Well, I guess I'll do a small post on the election last night in Sweden.

I'll have to say firstly that I'm not politically interested, not one bit really. I can come up with lots more fun things to talk about than politics, but as we had a election here in Sweden, I'll better fill in on what has happened.

The result ended up in a "red bloc" with ( (S)30,8 + (V)5,6 + (MP)7,2) = 43,6 %
and a "blue bloc" with ((M)30 + (C)6,6 + (FP)7,1 + (KD)5,6) = 49,3 %
and a new party (SD) with 5,7 % whom no one wants to work with as they are (like many other parties who has gained space in europe) racist.

Well, I think the best we can do it try and get trough this 4 years, that it would look like this was not surprising really, but we can't do much about it, everyone else was playing SD straight into their hands.
O well, I'm not that interested in politics so I'm not gonna say anything more than this. Reinfeldt is still our Prime Minister, and we'll have to deal with everything as good as we can, not much else to do.

Other than that.. The Mr went home today! *sadness*
I'll see him next weekend anyway though as it is book fair time again! On the other hand, I'm not sure how much moving I will do today, as I still feel pain in my stomach, I think I will rest today, and do as much homework as I can. In a minute I will go sit and watch Brazil! I'm so far behind on the film science course this week!

Also I'll see if I will be doing some scrapping, or knitting when I'm watching it, most probable knitting as I don't have to actually watch the knitting so that I can concentrate on the screen, a thing I can not do while scrapping! Going to make a really big sweater, long so that I can really huddle up in i during the winter. Also, I will try and get going with my "Goth-Doll" as soon as possible too!
I'll tell you more about that one tomorrow! Now I have to go watch a film before I toddle off for a short walk so that I will do some excersising today at least!

Bye!

This is England + Election + Sushi = pulled muscles

Pulled my stomahc muscles so now I'm in pain. But o well...
Yesterday I was doing some scapping, I didn't get finished, because I don't know what to with my piece really, if it will be a regular card, a postcard, or what it will end up like, but I have to get away to buy some more sturdy paper before anyway to glue it on before I decide as it is a bit, well, fragile might not be the correct word, but, yeah, it's... Not appropriate to do anything with at the moment. If you have any ideas, please tell me! :)

Next time I'm doing anything I will try and make a bookmark, or more, as I got way to little of things like that, and I always read too many books!
So it is a must for real!

This evening will include an election night watch, sushi and some film or films. Will start with "This is England" a very muchly awesome film! I do recommend it to anyone who haven't seen it yet.

It will be a political evening today as This is England is about the nazi movement in the British 80's. A very touching film about a 10-12 year old who gets dragged into it, as he has no other friends. It starts out alright for the guy as they are more a part of the non- racist skin head movement, but then one of their old friends shows up and everything turns into something completley else.

Well, now it will be the sofa, crisps and the Mr and a film!

Byeeee! :D

Photo session? Na, more like Milla Jovovich!

I think that tomorrow, if I will have a minute over I will seriously take some pictures!
I haven't touched the camera in ages and I'm really starting to get itchy fingers now, also I will try and make some more scrapping, but this time I will make the paper from scratch! :)
Then I will make a card or somthing, least I will try!

How I miss summer and taking pictures in the Gothenburgish nature!

Probably will go down there next summer again and take some more! Still got a lot of them to edit on my external harddrive though so I might have work still.

Tonight me and the Mr saw the new Resident Evil film in 3D. Resident Evil: Afterlife.
Watching Milla Jovovich in black tights for an hour and 36 minutes was quite awesome. So if you planned to see the movie, do not read further!

I was annoyed though that the armory door was not shut tight as everything else was locked up and impossible to get inside. Also that when she put a explosive device her rope didn't break or come lose from the roof.
And there was a lot of Matrix feeling when you was able to see bullets in slow mo in a proper Matrix trademarking and the big guy who just randomly shows up reminds a lot of the murderus guy from Texas Chain Saw Massacre or Mike Meyers in Halloween.

The film was just screaming TV-game and are very much alike the other films in the series. The new thing by Umberella Corp. this time was a small device put on non-T-virus infected people who made them catatonic and put them in containers similar to those in Minority Report.

On the whole, the new film is similar to the others as in Alice saving the world, but this time it seems like she is saving the world in five or six different films at the same time.
But it was alright and I would probably watch it again and I will most probably buy it when the DVD price has dropped.

Well, that's all for today, now it's bedtime for me and the Mr!

As I promised...

Well, as I promised. You well get my recipe for my toffee/caramel appel pie.

I usually don't have exact amount of everything as I do it according to how big the pie will be, but I will give it a try.

Put oven on 225 degrees C

Mix 2,5 dl of flour with 100 grams of butter and 1 dl of sugar (you can use brown sugar if you prefere that). You can also add some vanilla sugar if you like that (I use to do that if I can.
Make the batter smooth and let it rest in the refrigerator for 30 minutes.

While waiting peel 8-10 apples, depending on size and cut in pieces (you decide your self how big). Put only little water in a pot and add the apples and some cinnamon. Add about 1 dl of cream and 1 dl of syrup (may differ a bit, depending on how creamy you want it.

If the batter is done, put it in the baking tin and add the caramel/apple sauce on it (here you can choose yourself if you want to make it look like a real american apple pie or not. If you do, you might have to make some extra batter for the lid.
Put it in the oven till the batter is well done.

Serve with vanilla ice cream when the pie has cooled and the caramel has gotten creamy(ier).

And this is how my birthday cupcakes from yesterday looks likes! Yummy I'd say.
The icing is a lemon icing that are really great and can be used on almost anything. Just mix icing sugar and lemon juice together till it get thick, put it on the pastry and put it in the fridge for a while and it will be awesome!

Speaking about awesome! My essay is now finnished and it looks freeeeaaaking awesome I think! Lots better than it did before I have to say...

Only thing is... My teacher are trying to convince me I don't know the swedish language.
In this example i have used the word medium... In SAOL this is the definition of 'Medium':
s. mediet; pl. medier hellre än media, best. pl. medierna hellre än media. kanal för informations spridning"
While she wants me to use the word media... Which when I look in a dictionary says "Look under medium"...
Way to go Sherlock...
Well, I actually think I was right on this one...

Weel, as it is my birthday, I won't moan to much about it, I'll just sit eating muffins and have a good time!

Essays and chocolate cakes!

Is sat trying to reason what the f**k a teacher is trying to tell me what to do. She has ordered sources on about every sentence of my essay, do I know absolutley nothing?
Am I really that stupid?
I guess so...

Okay, I tried one of the hardest subjects on earth I think, and it is really hard!

Well, anyway, only one day to my birthday! Woho!
And on friday the boyfriend is coming over to celebrate it. That will be kind of awesome!

The main thing then, will be my absolutley super yummy choclate cake made into birthday cupcakes with lemon icing!

You want the recipe? Well I thought so, so here it comes! The recipe is for one cake or 8-12 muffins (depending on size) and this is not for the faint hearted, it's not hard to do, but it takes some time so preparing the filling and the icing while it cools is a good idea!

Cake:
225 grams of butter
2,5 dl of brown sugar
2,5 dl of milk
100 grams of chocolate (preferably dark)
4 egg yolks
4 dl of flour
2 tablespoons of cacao
2 teaspoons of vanilla
1,5 teaspoon of baking powder
4 egg whites

Put the oven on 175 degrees Celcius (374 Farenheit). Put the butter and sugar in a bowl and mix it until it's smooth (could be done in a mixer). Heat the milk and the chocolate carefully while adding the egg yolks into the butter/sugar mix (could also be done in a mixer).
Put the dry ingredients in a bowl and add everyother with the milk and choclate sauce into the butter/sugar/yolk mix.
Whisk the egg whites hard and add in the cake batter.
Put it in a baking tin and let it bake for about 45 minutes (you can check if it is done by sticking a pin into it, if there is no cake batter on the pin, it is done). If you do muffins, it is important to remember to add the filling before the batter is put in the oven!

Filling:
2 tablespoons of strong coffee (i.e espresso)
50 grams of chocolate
75 grams of butter
1 dl of icing sugar

Melt the chocolate with the coffe while mixing the butter and icing sugar. Mix it together and split the cake in two, it is most important that the cake is cold before you put the filling on it, or it will run of the cake.

Icing (the original):
150 grams of chocolate
2 tablespoons of icing sugar
1 teaspoon of vanilla sugar
1,5 dl of creme fraiche

Melt the chocolate and add all the sugar. Add the creme fraiche bit by bit to a smooth mixture and put it on the cake. Add decorations after your own head.

P.S if you want the chocolate lemon cupcakes, instead of the icing you add 1 teaspoon of lemon/water with icing sugar (how much depends on how thick you want itm the more sugar, the thicker mixture) and put on the muffins when cold!

Well, I hope you enjoyed this, I know I do and a lot of people like it ;)

That's all for today! Tomorrow, you will get to know how the essay was going and how to make caramel apple pie!

Funderingar

Urs!
Men nu har man i alla fall kommit delvis igenom det mesta av skolarbetet som ska vara gjort denna vecka. Har nått engelska kapitel kvar och på söndag ska en diskussion jag inte ens börjar på va klar, men det löser sig nog.
Förhoppningsvis.

Just nu känner jag dock att jag har ingen som helst lust att umgås med folk, förutom Jonatan då.
Saknar honom betydlig mer än nödvändigt känns det som.
Det känns så onödigt att vara borta från honom så extremt mycket som man egentligen är.
Men flytta till Linköping går ju inte, men om man flyttar till Växjö så kommer man ju bo betydligt närmare än vad man gör nu, och det är bra! Mycket bra!
Skulle kunna flytta till Växjö bara av den anledningen om inte annat.

Vill åka hem!

Måndag börjar ny barngrupp på Aikidon! Spännande!
Och extremt läskigt tycker jag!
Får se om det kommer några barn över huvudtaget i och för sig! Det ska ju till det också!

Men nu kanske man ska gå och göra något vettigt, eller ringa Jonatan, det ena känns ju mer lockande än det andra! ;D

Stress much? Nää, det är bara en illusion!

Sitter just nu och kollar på ett klipp från DW Griffiths "Intolerance", håller på och läser in mig på skillnaden mellan plot och story på en film.

Slog mig idag också att jag hade en massa jäst hemma som jag inte gjort av med, och nu till veckan så blir det en hel uchi deshi vecka, så det var ju bara att sätta igång och baka!
Tre limpor (ett sötbröd, en kikärtslimpa och ett lite grövre bröd) blev det, och imorgon bakar jag nog pizza och fryser in! Känner mej verkligen som en riktigt fattig student nu, och väldigt mycket att göra har jag nu också, på måndag börjar diskussions seminarie nummer ett på filmvetenskapen och sen så den 12:e är det diskussion (blir lite irriterad där, man måste vara med att diskutera, men man får inget betyg på själva diskussionen, dock är den obligatorisk för att få ett betyg, alltså, lärarna vill att vi gör en massa arbete, men de ska slippa!) om "political speaches. Ska tydligen kolla på skillnader mellan Tony Blair och George Bush (maybe we should be a bit more up to date? Men Bush kan komma med riktiga pärlor ibland så...).

Ha städat och möblerat om lite idag också! Känner mig riktigt duktig!
Imorgon morgon ska det upp och tvättas vid sjusnåret så att dräkterna är torra till man ska ut och träna också!

Tror jag kommer ha med mer skolböcker denna gång än kläder faktiskt...

Uppdrag imorgon blir (förutom tvätten) att packa ihop för uchi deshi veckan, se på Trollkarlen från Oz (ska bli spännande, har inte sett den förut) och städa i ordning och diska. Jonatan dyker ju upp den 17:e så då får det ta och se lite fint och städat ut, speciellt då mamma och pappa troligtvis också kommer förbi!

Har uppdaterar min boklista på adlibris också, men jag tror att den bara blir längre och längre utan att något köps in, dock får jag nog se till att köpa in Film Art boken, för den verkar som något att ha inför framtida studier, man vet ju aldrig om den dyker upp igen i någon kurs. Det enda jag stör mig på med den är att så fort författarna verkar ha kommit på något så ska de upprepa svaret en sådär tre fyra gånger, nog för att det är bra av den orsaken att då kommer man fan ihåg det, men det är ganska irriterande i längden, tror ju att jag ändå får läsa texten någon gång till innan jag förstår allt.

Så de två böckerna som jag kommer köpa in så fort jag fått mitt studiebidrag är:
Film Art: An Introduction - Bordwell; Thompson
Language, society and power: An introduction - Thomas; Wareing; Singh;Stilwell; Thornborrow; Jones

Inte de roligaste böckerna kanske, men jag tror jag kommer ha ganska bra användning för dem i alla fall om jag ska vara ärlig!

Men nu ska här rå-pluggas resten av kvällen, får se hur länge jag orkar hålla mig vaken ikväll, igår blev det till klockan fyra ungefär, ska försöka slå det rekordet ikväll! ;)