I'm sat here clicking myself trough the menus of Final Fantasy XII.
Then I realized... I now know why I have been so stressed out recently. Today (it is Saturday today right?), I have been to the gym, but other than that, I have only wrote and essay on Zarathustra.
Okay I thought, well, nice, then I don't have to bother about it next week, but can relax a bit then. But now, I realized, I was not just blogging at the same time as I was playing FFXII, I was also marking the chapters in Fighting the forces that's need to be read, and I can't really concentrate on the game at hand as I know that, if I play games now for 3-4 hours, that means I will have to do 3-4 more hours of work next week!
How stupid isn't that.
This might be the reason why I feel I have a stone or a knot in my stomach every day.
This might be the reason why I have to sit and pluck hairs out of my computer keyboard every hour or so.
This might be the reason why I sleep poorly.
This might be the reason why I cry almost every day.
But I'm not doctor, so I don't know.
Well, NOW it is really time for some FFXII!
(and I know that in an hour, I will pick that book up and go to bed reading instead. What's wrong with me?)
sv: det svarta färgar jag ca 1 gång per månad. Det blåa ca varannan vecka :)
SvaraRadera